I was young at the time, so none of what had transpired really clicked in my head just yet. At the time I was astounded, I couldn 't really put it into reality that my father had really gone his own …show more content…
A little voice in the back of my head that we know as our conscience kept on telling me not to lose hope that he was still coming back, but that hope soon faded. I started having numerous inconsolable days. During the day I kept to myself and some nights I would cry because I couldnt sleep, I was too busy thinking about him and when he was going to return or if ever planned on seeing my face again. You can say I entered into the stage of depression, my mother was there to comfort me but it didn 't really help. Before he had left I used to adore making friends, however after he left my social life changed for the worst. My teachers and some of my close friends noticed, but i refused to tell them any of my business it was kind of embarrassing. I felt abandoned, that no one really cared for me. So I ultimately came to conclusion and decided to let go of