Like many people, I have a reason for almost all of my thoughts and actions, but at a major turning point in my life this changed as did many of my other unique qualities. Before this, I had always kept a positive and secure mind, but I had never thought of the repercussions of keeping my true emotions unexpressed. Feelings of anger and rage (like those of a coming-of-age story), were all that filled my mind at this time, and it was directed towards everyone, not just those who caused it. The worst part of having these feelings was the fact that I kept them locked inside giving no way to express them. I began arguing with my parents, friends, God, and even myself. This later led to an action I continue to blame myself for every night. I lied
