My Life After The Football Game Essay

1246 Words Oct 24th, 2016 5 Pages
I would not be here if the cops had not been called that afternoon. I was at my lowest point in my life, and I was ready to call it all quits. I was ready to make everything disappear for good, suicide was the only thing on my mind. If the friends that were in my life at that time had not been there, there is no telling what would have happened that night. I had everything planned, but it all came to a screeching halt at the football game. Cops were everywhere looking for me. Phillip and I had been talking all day, well more of he had been trying to talk me out of suicide. But, nothing he had been saying seemed to get through to me. I was hell bent on ending all of the pain that I was going through. My past was more relevant in my life than it had ever been before. Which did not make sense since my life was basically the same as it had always been. There were things triggering the thoughts left and right, and I was done with it. Phillip did not want to lose me in his life, but I did not care if I lost him. I did not have a care in the world towards if I lost anyone at all. Which was honestly a screwed up thought process that I had. Phillip could not handle the thought of losing me, he was tired of listening to the fact that I would no longer be around for him. So, he reacted. I was at the football game, so I had to stop responding to anyone who texted me. Phillip became really scared. He panicked and did the first thing that came to mind, which was calling the cops. The…

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