I felt like I lost the relationships with my family, I thought I would never have friends anymore, and I never wanted to make any mistake like this for the rest of my life. Because of somethings in my life have been hard, I have changed from careless to caring. My freshman year of highschool, was wild and also nervous about being the younger ones in high school. I didn’t care about anything, beside my grades in school. I was a great student in school, I made excellent grades, and I got along with everyone. The first semester of my freshman year, I was playing volleyball. I had games at least two days a week, and practice everyday after school. The first semester was almost over, Thanksgiving had passed and Christmas was right around the corner.
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I called the guy that “I just knew” and asked him if he told anyone? He’s reply to me was “It’s all your fault, don’t ever text or call me ever again, I hate you.” Supposedly he had told his guy friends and all the guys spread it before my best friend had told but it was still all my fault that this had all came out. My parents were embarrassed, and disappointed. My mom had really been my rock that day, but my dad wouldn’t even speak or look at me. I had cried and cried because I could see my dad and how disgusted he was with me. That night I was being called a whore, a slut, and a thot on social media. I had people texting me hurtful things, and people coming up to me at school telling me I was going to get jumped by a group of girls. My parents didn’t trust me, they kept telling me that I’m going to have to carry that mistake with me for the rest of my life. I was in a dark place and needed all the help I could get. The next day at school everyone was staring at me, laughing at me and making jokes about it. All of our friend had moved to a different lunch table, and it was only me and my sister. I hated my life. On the outside of me I looked like I was fine but on the inside I was crying wishing that this would all pass and people would forget about it. There was so many different rumors, and half of them weren’t true. I had nobody to go to but my sister. She was mainly there for me when nobody else was. It wasn’t just …show more content…
I was still struggling with everything. I had prayed and prayed to God to please send me someone that I can talk to that would help me get through this. God had answered my prayers. He sent me a guy named Mason. I had just been friends with this guy and something just kept telling me “stay he will help you.” I was still unsure about talking to this guy, because it was so hard for me to trust anyone at the time. We had know each other and talked to each other for about three weeks and he was just asking about me. I had told him what had happened and he didn’t laugh, judge me, make fun of me like everyone else would’ve. He simply said “It’s in the past, I will be here for you, help you and never judge you.” I was in shock. I have been with Mason in a relationship for over a year now. I’m very blessed that God had sent me someone that could help along the way. I’m thankful for every person that help me get through this hard time in my
I called the guy that “I just knew” and asked him if he told anyone? He’s reply to me was “It’s all your fault, don’t ever text or call me ever again, I hate you.” Supposedly he had told his guy friends and all the guys spread it before my best friend had told but it was still all my fault that this had all came out. My parents were embarrassed, and disappointed. My mom had really been my rock that day, but my dad wouldn’t even speak or look at me. I had cried and cried because I could see my dad and how disgusted he was with me. That night I was being called a whore, a slut, and a thot on social media. I had people texting me hurtful things, and people coming up to me at school telling me I was going to get jumped by a group of girls. My parents didn’t trust me, they kept telling me that I’m going to have to carry that mistake with me for the rest of my life. I was in a dark place and needed all the help I could get. The next day at school everyone was staring at me, laughing at me and making jokes about it. All of our friend had moved to a different lunch table, and it was only me and my sister. I hated my life. On the outside of me I looked like I was fine but on the inside I was crying wishing that this would all pass and people would forget about it. There was so many different rumors, and half of them weren’t true. I had nobody to go to but my sister. She was mainly there for me when nobody else was. It wasn’t just …show more content…
I was still struggling with everything. I had prayed and prayed to God to please send me someone that I can talk to that would help me get through this. God had answered my prayers. He sent me a guy named Mason. I had just been friends with this guy and something just kept telling me “stay he will help you.” I was still unsure about talking to this guy, because it was so hard for me to trust anyone at the time. We had know each other and talked to each other for about three weeks and he was just asking about me. I had told him what had happened and he didn’t laugh, judge me, make fun of me like everyone else would’ve. He simply said “It’s in the past, I will be here for you, help you and never judge you.” I was in shock. I have been with Mason in a relationship for over a year now. I’m very blessed that God had sent me someone that could help along the way. I’m thankful for every person that help me get through this hard time in my