So this year, when my younger sister started my families prayer at the Christmas Eve dinner table, I became fully aware of how different I was from the rest of my family. When someone looks at me with the rest of my family, it becomes abundantly clear that I am the back sheep of the group. Since my senior year of high school, I have dressed myself in nearly all black clothes, that, coupled with the elaborate face makeup that I put on nearly every day for three years and unnatural colored hair, established my identity within the gothic subculture. This appearance was rather unprecedented in my family the had a father who worked full time and a mother that stayed at home to look after my sister and I. While I started to tone down my look at the start of winter break last year, it did not
So this year, when my younger sister started my families prayer at the Christmas Eve dinner table, I became fully aware of how different I was from the rest of my family. When someone looks at me with the rest of my family, it becomes abundantly clear that I am the back sheep of the group. Since my senior year of high school, I have dressed myself in nearly all black clothes, that, coupled with the elaborate face makeup that I put on nearly every day for three years and unnatural colored hair, established my identity within the gothic subculture. This appearance was rather unprecedented in my family the had a father who worked full time and a mother that stayed at home to look after my sister and I. While I started to tone down my look at the start of winter break last year, it did not