25 years have passed since my graduation from high school and I still problems coming to terms with my fears of writing. Even as I wrote these passages I couldn’t stop fidgeting. I still find my thoughts clouded with ideas to type, but those thoughts gave no true purpose. But faced with true achievement, I choose to redefine myself in both military and academic achievement. So in the fall of 2014 I began trudge path of a middle aged student balding student, whose endeavors would be reward at the end of some cheesy 90’s film. Now I have been taking college course before, but never an English course. Like I stated in my previous essay, the most uncomfortable thing I could ever image is to be assigned to write a creative short story.
During my previous deployments I noticed most of the advancing soldiers were taking some form of college or military classes, and it was the mix of the completing and scoring will in the class that drove those …show more content…
Initially I believed that my writing problems would be something that I would have outgrown, but it cannot be treated like some adolescent allergy. To think that a problem of creative writing could be cured with time and age, but I allowed time to be my scapegoat. Time did help me understand that the order and word choice in a paragraph leads the reader down the suggest path that was proscribed by the author. I just could not understand that concept as a child and assumed that most of my peer’s criticism was bullying. My isolation further made me believe that I was the butt of everyone jokes. It was these perceptions that I concocted in my mind that lead run away from a challenge. Now with the ideal future in my graph, I have learn that my negative image of myself delayed my goals only for a short term. Ultimately I did earn my confidence until I was older and learned many of my life’s lessons and how to handle
During my previous deployments I noticed most of the advancing soldiers were taking some form of college or military classes, and it was the mix of the completing and scoring will in the class that drove those …show more content…
Initially I believed that my writing problems would be something that I would have outgrown, but it cannot be treated like some adolescent allergy. To think that a problem of creative writing could be cured with time and age, but I allowed time to be my scapegoat. Time did help me understand that the order and word choice in a paragraph leads the reader down the suggest path that was proscribed by the author. I just could not understand that concept as a child and assumed that most of my peer’s criticism was bullying. My isolation further made me believe that I was the butt of everyone jokes. It was these perceptions that I concocted in my mind that lead run away from a challenge. Now with the ideal future in my graph, I have learn that my negative image of myself delayed my goals only for a short term. Ultimately I did earn my confidence until I was older and learned many of my life’s lessons and how to handle