A question I have really been asking myself recently, is why?
Why is this all happening, why is nothing I say getting through to you, why won 't you talk to me, why will you not try to communicate, why, why, why...
And it really frustrates me when the "why 's" of life cannot be answered for me. The past few months I have really been working on my communication skills. A lot of things have gone terribly wrong in my life due to lack of communication. So when I find myself pouring my heart and soul into every question someone asks me, it’s very frustrating to me to get a simple, "I don 't know," or even worse, "idk," in response. This past weekend I was taught to be open to feedback from others, but what if others are not open to giving you …show more content…
I think that you should always follow your heart because sometimes your mind is an idiotic asshole. Your heart is genuine. You 're heart knows what’s good for it, so follow your heart.
Your head is important as well, for remembering. You 'll never learn if you never make mistakes. So don 't forget that completely, but damn, if you really care for someone, fucking be with them. Don 't let some feeling of loneliness lead you to someone who knows nothing about you. Don 't change yourself for someone because you don 't want to be alone. It literally kills me.
So what do you do when you best still isn’t good enough? Keep trying...? Ha. I sure as hell have to keep trying. Like I said, never give up on something you can 't go a day without thinking about. If you still think of them, you still care. So I don 't think that two people should dismiss the way that they feel just because of the …show more content…
Forgive but never forget. Those awful memories are what make for a better, stronger relationship, with hopefully better communication. So here is what I will say. Give me another chance because I need to prove you wrong. I don 't screw up a great opportunity twice, and often times I have to be alone to figure out what is truly best for me. I 've had a lot of help in making this decision, and if I were going to leave again, I would not be trying so damn hard. Don 't give up all of our great memories for some girl that makes you feel funny... Cuz I can do all of that and more. I can be the best thing to ever happen to you, and you know it. So give me a chance, and let’s grow together. Don 't dismiss all of those feelings that you get when you reread our old late night conversations on your iPad, or the love letters I wrote you so many times, the long texts that you read again and again... And don 't dismiss all the damn effort I have put into showing you all of those over the past couple of months. You know I am not one to talk about my emotions, so take that into consideration. Talk to me about it when you are ready today. Don 't dismiss the way we both feel because of one stupid
Why is this all happening, why is nothing I say getting through to you, why won 't you talk to me, why will you not try to communicate, why, why, why...
And it really frustrates me when the "why 's" of life cannot be answered for me. The past few months I have really been working on my communication skills. A lot of things have gone terribly wrong in my life due to lack of communication. So when I find myself pouring my heart and soul into every question someone asks me, it’s very frustrating to me to get a simple, "I don 't know," or even worse, "idk," in response. This past weekend I was taught to be open to feedback from others, but what if others are not open to giving you …show more content…
I think that you should always follow your heart because sometimes your mind is an idiotic asshole. Your heart is genuine. You 're heart knows what’s good for it, so follow your heart.
Your head is important as well, for remembering. You 'll never learn if you never make mistakes. So don 't forget that completely, but damn, if you really care for someone, fucking be with them. Don 't let some feeling of loneliness lead you to someone who knows nothing about you. Don 't change yourself for someone because you don 't want to be alone. It literally kills me.
So what do you do when you best still isn’t good enough? Keep trying...? Ha. I sure as hell have to keep trying. Like I said, never give up on something you can 't go a day without thinking about. If you still think of them, you still care. So I don 't think that two people should dismiss the way that they feel just because of the …show more content…
Forgive but never forget. Those awful memories are what make for a better, stronger relationship, with hopefully better communication. So here is what I will say. Give me another chance because I need to prove you wrong. I don 't screw up a great opportunity twice, and often times I have to be alone to figure out what is truly best for me. I 've had a lot of help in making this decision, and if I were going to leave again, I would not be trying so damn hard. Don 't give up all of our great memories for some girl that makes you feel funny... Cuz I can do all of that and more. I can be the best thing to ever happen to you, and you know it. So give me a chance, and let’s grow together. Don 't dismiss all of those feelings that you get when you reread our old late night conversations on your iPad, or the love letters I wrote you so many times, the long texts that you read again and again... And don 't dismiss all the damn effort I have put into showing you all of those over the past couple of months. You know I am not one to talk about my emotions, so take that into consideration. Talk to me about it when you are ready today. Don 't dismiss the way we both feel because of one stupid