Everything started by holding hands. I was a freshman in Independence High school high school. Mark promised me the moon and the stars. We would hang out at my house and watch movies with my siblings, we took walks through the park, played in the rain, jump fences and even I started to going to church with his family. Everything seem so perfect just like in Nicholas sparks Movies .I was surrounded by Christian people all the time so I classified myself as a Christian too. Mark and I got nominated as the cutest couple in the yearbook. The last day of our freshman year Mark’s peers decided to skip class and go to the engineering lab. He asked me so I joined in too. We played truth or dare with the group and slowly I was stepping in the danger
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However Mark had experience sex with multiple girls then. When I walked out of the room, I didn’t believe what I’ve did, however everyone at the room was cheering me on for losing my virginity therefore I felt a little comfort by that since I was a people pleaser person. After that day my relationship with Mark grew more. Every time we had time alone, we would end up doing some type sexual activity. Moreover three months after, twice a week Mark and I would meet somewhere and have sex. I became addicted to sex. I stopped caring about my priorities. I decided that Mark wasn’t satisfying my sexual drive therefore, I started having sexual intercourse with other guys. One of my partners indulge me to be part of a pornography video of me and his other three friends including Mark. I needed money so I was part of the Pornography …show more content…
I was ashamed of myself the only thing I thought about was moving out. So I did I moved out to California trying to erase my past, but it was impossible since I was pregnant. The worst part Is that I wasn’t strong enough to find his dad. Therefore I abort the baby, without my parent knowing I almost passed away in the abortion clinic. I hated myself every time I looked in mirror I saw a monster, a killer, a demon. I had ongoing thought about my fist relationship with mark how everything seem perfect until we decided to cross the line. I had severe headaches and I lost a lot of weight. I became very scared that I had a sexual transmitted disease. I surfed the internet and most the symptoms aligned with my symptoms. I couldn’t tell my parents what I was going through since my parents mental the world to me. I didn’t wanted the church members to judge me nor my parents so the only optional I had was to get rid of main problem, which was me. I toke pills to intoxicate myself. I open my eyes and saw my family pleading over my life. I made it back. After that it took me four years to recover from my past even though the scarfs are still there. I didn’t accomplished my dreams in life however God showed me his mercy in marvelous ways. (Maria Hernandez, 2015) Maria had a rough teenage years due to the wrong dessions she made in High School. Peer pressure, insecurity lead her to lose her virginity. Maria
However Mark had experience sex with multiple girls then. When I walked out of the room, I didn’t believe what I’ve did, however everyone at the room was cheering me on for losing my virginity therefore I felt a little comfort by that since I was a people pleaser person. After that day my relationship with Mark grew more. Every time we had time alone, we would end up doing some type sexual activity. Moreover three months after, twice a week Mark and I would meet somewhere and have sex. I became addicted to sex. I stopped caring about my priorities. I decided that Mark wasn’t satisfying my sexual drive therefore, I started having sexual intercourse with other guys. One of my partners indulge me to be part of a pornography video of me and his other three friends including Mark. I needed money so I was part of the Pornography …show more content…
I was ashamed of myself the only thing I thought about was moving out. So I did I moved out to California trying to erase my past, but it was impossible since I was pregnant. The worst part Is that I wasn’t strong enough to find his dad. Therefore I abort the baby, without my parent knowing I almost passed away in the abortion clinic. I hated myself every time I looked in mirror I saw a monster, a killer, a demon. I had ongoing thought about my fist relationship with mark how everything seem perfect until we decided to cross the line. I had severe headaches and I lost a lot of weight. I became very scared that I had a sexual transmitted disease. I surfed the internet and most the symptoms aligned with my symptoms. I couldn’t tell my parents what I was going through since my parents mental the world to me. I didn’t wanted the church members to judge me nor my parents so the only optional I had was to get rid of main problem, which was me. I toke pills to intoxicate myself. I open my eyes and saw my family pleading over my life. I made it back. After that it took me four years to recover from my past even though the scarfs are still there. I didn’t accomplished my dreams in life however God showed me his mercy in marvelous ways. (Maria Hernandez, 2015) Maria had a rough teenage years due to the wrong dessions she made in High School. Peer pressure, insecurity lead her to lose her virginity. Maria