One of the reasons we crave love, and seek it so desperately, is that love is the only cure for loneliness.
1/2/3:
Im filled with chaos, there's nowhere else to run.
I gave the wrong people the right pieces of me.
I lost count of how many times I cried myself to sleep.
1:
Everyone in this world wants an explanation, explanation for your acts, explanation for your very being.
I can't explain.
My minds a hurricane, as riveting as that may seem,
Im a prisoner of this vicious cycle of highs, and lows.
They consume me.
I dream of feeling better, feeling at home, feeling secure. but I just end up feeling smaller, more vulnerable, more prone to hurt.
I want my life back. my mind has taken over,
I'm collapsing. sobbing, screaming at the moon.