“Jonathan! Jonathan you idiot focus were next in line.” as my older brother smacked the back of my head. Too busy scrolling through my phone, trying to find anything to get my mind off those stupid terminal callings, I wasn't bothered in . Yet still tearing up and half asleep, knowing that everything’s gonna change once we’re there. As I turn to my father, proudly standing tall, grey suit, black shoes, black dyed hair, with absolutely no resentment at all, gives me a mere smirk. That simple yet taunting face, I will never forget, it was a rare mixture of hope and disappointment, those haunting eyebrows narrow with his eyes almost shut, locked on me. His dark hazel eyes, almost wet and guilt tripping, stares at me while I try to clear my throat
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This would normally be the greatest day of my life, seeing him weak, vulnerable, my golden ticket of revenge gone to a waste. For the first time in my life, I felt sympathy towards him, the man that chased me in a supermarket had a heart all this time. One last time I take a quick glance, I see him proudly sitting on his seat, arrogant declaring to himself he did the right thing to my mom.
As the plane speeds up my heart beats faster, knowing its the last time I’ll see anything halal again, remembering last sky scraper, no more spring rolls at the super market at midnight, and maybe if its the last time I’ll see my friends again. I burst into to tears, looking outside even though the blazing sun blinded me, trying to find any sense of hope. Heck, I even started to miss my ex for gods sake. My father said it was for the better, but is a paper even worth my happiness, a mere booklet with a leaf worth my happiness.
As I barricade myself with everything I've loved/sentimental to me, I still couldn't sleep, with my baby brother kicking me on my right, and clearing my throat from every picture/memory I've seen, my parents look at me in utter …show more content…
This time however it was different, there was no emotion to it, just a demand and we were the dogs but no treat. I saw the stamp with a leaf he gave us , and the cars we were given. Snoozy and unconscious of my surrounding, i somehow gain consciousness on the taxi ride to the hotel, but as i looked to who was next to it was only my older brother. Guess last nights feud wasn't over, too depressed to do anything, I aimlessly look out the window only to picture my father and how his happiness meant everything to me, wishing he'd only
This would normally be the greatest day of my life, seeing him weak, vulnerable, my golden ticket of revenge gone to a waste. For the first time in my life, I felt sympathy towards him, the man that chased me in a supermarket had a heart all this time. One last time I take a quick glance, I see him proudly sitting on his seat, arrogant declaring to himself he did the right thing to my mom.
As the plane speeds up my heart beats faster, knowing its the last time I’ll see anything halal again, remembering last sky scraper, no more spring rolls at the super market at midnight, and maybe if its the last time I’ll see my friends again. I burst into to tears, looking outside even though the blazing sun blinded me, trying to find any sense of hope. Heck, I even started to miss my ex for gods sake. My father said it was for the better, but is a paper even worth my happiness, a mere booklet with a leaf worth my happiness.
As I barricade myself with everything I've loved/sentimental to me, I still couldn't sleep, with my baby brother kicking me on my right, and clearing my throat from every picture/memory I've seen, my parents look at me in utter …show more content…
This time however it was different, there was no emotion to it, just a demand and we were the dogs but no treat. I saw the stamp with a leaf he gave us , and the cars we were given. Snoozy and unconscious of my surrounding, i somehow gain consciousness on the taxi ride to the hotel, but as i looked to who was next to it was only my older brother. Guess last nights feud wasn't over, too depressed to do anything, I aimlessly look out the window only to picture my father and how his happiness meant everything to me, wishing he'd only