Ironic isn’t it? How you can look at somebody with full intentions on loving them. They do everything just right and it makes your heart dance. Butterflies in your stomach fly from their cage and suddenly you are on cloud nine. However that’s not always how it is. Because you can have all the things you need to love someone and you do for awhile. However it quickly becomes something to play with something to hurt and damage over and over. You listen to songs on replay about hurt and love and pain and suffering. Not because it’s how you feel. But because that’s what you wish you could feel with all your heart you wish you could feel what normal people do but it’s so hard for you and you don’t know how. So you fake the feelings and you almost
