I’ve never felt emptier than that day. Teachers treated me differently; their eyes felt like a dark stormy cloud and I had this constant feeling of guilt over me. I could no longer focus anymore and that showed on my report card. My mom forced me into counseling to talk out my anger, frustration, and sadness. She felt I would be more comfortable talking to someone other than her. I never imagined to be successful at school anymore. I totally gave up and was just waiting for a rescue that never came. I had to rescue myself and I did just that. I came out of my shell at school and the cloud went away. The guilt washed away by all the support from my peers. Back home, Jordan took on the dad role in my life while my mom worked twelve-hour shifts five days a week to take care of the bills. Jordan guided me to have goals, have an open mind, and always look for adventure. Although people may think this is painful to write about, I have taken the pain and embraced it. I’m bold, independent, and a leader. This defining moment has humbled my life and my views on everyone. We don’t really know who we are until we dig deep down, and find out who or what shaped us. I hope everyone learns what makes them unique through memories. Without my family and peers, I would have never pushed to make something of myself. We have to take a step back and appreciate the little things in life. I learned to appreciate self-happiness because in
I’ve never felt emptier than that day. Teachers treated me differently; their eyes felt like a dark stormy cloud and I had this constant feeling of guilt over me. I could no longer focus anymore and that showed on my report card. My mom forced me into counseling to talk out my anger, frustration, and sadness. She felt I would be more comfortable talking to someone other than her. I never imagined to be successful at school anymore. I totally gave up and was just waiting for a rescue that never came. I had to rescue myself and I did just that. I came out of my shell at school and the cloud went away. The guilt washed away by all the support from my peers. Back home, Jordan took on the dad role in my life while my mom worked twelve-hour shifts five days a week to take care of the bills. Jordan guided me to have goals, have an open mind, and always look for adventure. Although people may think this is painful to write about, I have taken the pain and embraced it. I’m bold, independent, and a leader. This defining moment has humbled my life and my views on everyone. We don’t really know who we are until we dig deep down, and find out who or what shaped us. I hope everyone learns what makes them unique through memories. Without my family and peers, I would have never pushed to make something of myself. We have to take a step back and appreciate the little things in life. I learned to appreciate self-happiness because in