It is unexpected, I guess my parents decided it is what’s best for us, but I still don't understand. I am scared, what if I go back there and they don't remember me anymore or don't like me, what if I just can’t handle all the pressure. So many thoughts are streaming through my head as they tell me, not to mention the feelings. The joy, the happiness, the fear, and just plain freaking out. It is okay, because overall I'm happy, and I'm excited. My sister, on the other hand, not as happy. She is in high school, it may be harder for her, but I wouldn’t know. She doesn’t tell me anything due to her always saying I’m too
It is unexpected, I guess my parents decided it is what’s best for us, but I still don't understand. I am scared, what if I go back there and they don't remember me anymore or don't like me, what if I just can’t handle all the pressure. So many thoughts are streaming through my head as they tell me, not to mention the feelings. The joy, the happiness, the fear, and just plain freaking out. It is okay, because overall I'm happy, and I'm excited. My sister, on the other hand, not as happy. She is in high school, it may be harder for her, but I wouldn’t know. She doesn’t tell me anything due to her always saying I’m too