Maxfield Monologue

Maxfield,
I thought it would be a good idea to write you a letter rather than yell or cry over FaceTime. I know that’s all I’ve been doing and I want to make a difference in how I speak to you for once. I’m going to tell you everything I can’t say in person in this letter so that at least you can read it and not be stressed that I’m crying or getting mad at you. I know you are stressed right now but whenever you want to you can read this.
So I guess to start off, I’ll start by saying hi… Lol. I don’t know how these things go. You’ve always been the one with words but let’s see if I can give it a go… I love you. I always have. That seems silly to say considering we were in high school when this all started. I don’t care what other people say about love not being real until your older; Love is real at any point in your life at any age. So are soulmates. But I’m not going to get into that just yet because I want to actually say what’s on my mind and be real in this letter. I’m going to tell you a story about a sixteen-year-old girl who met a fourteen-year-old boy …show more content…
The first time you kissed me was not at Tanins, it was in the car coming back from Zack’s birthday. You kissed me on the forehead and I think that’s when I really started to find myself and figured out what I wanted with you. I was actually happy. It had been a while since I had felt stable and happy. You made me feel complete and happy with myself without even knowing. The first time we really hung out, was at Tanin’s house. On the way to Burger King I laid on your lap listening to L$D and Slip as you played with my hair and looked into my eyes. I knew we would start the first day of the rest of our lives that night. When we got into our room for the night, I wanted you to hold me in your arms forever. Then you kissed me. The rest is history haha but it was one of the best nights of my life because it was the marked the first day of