My friends who were outside seemed to be calling me out, possibly to die with them, but that wasn’t my intent, I wanted to be alone. In times of terror like this, people did crazy things, and if I were to do something crazy, I didn’t want anyone’s eyes but God’s and my own to see it. I quickly knelt on one knee and began to pray for something, anything at all to stop the madness outside. Then I realized that nothing was coming to save any of us, so I decided to end it before the boiling, gelatinous liquid could get me. I walked calmly to the kitchen, pulling open one of the drawers attached to the kitchen island, the squeaking of the wheels was painstaking. I cocked the gun in my hands, pressing the barrell to my temple before glancing up at the ceiling, “God, please forgive me,” then I saw
My friends who were outside seemed to be calling me out, possibly to die with them, but that wasn’t my intent, I wanted to be alone. In times of terror like this, people did crazy things, and if I were to do something crazy, I didn’t want anyone’s eyes but God’s and my own to see it. I quickly knelt on one knee and began to pray for something, anything at all to stop the madness outside. Then I realized that nothing was coming to save any of us, so I decided to end it before the boiling, gelatinous liquid could get me. I walked calmly to the kitchen, pulling open one of the drawers attached to the kitchen island, the squeaking of the wheels was painstaking. I cocked the gun in my hands, pressing the barrell to my temple before glancing up at the ceiling, “God, please forgive me,” then I saw