She is clueless as to why her parents, who had spent “virtually every second” (11) of her life with, abandoned her without warning. Desperate for the warmth of those who Bethany deems to be her real family, she attempts to communicate with her parents over the phone, but all she receives is “We are sorry. This number is out of service” (14). Bethany tries many times more, making sure the numbers she punched in were correct, as if her life depended on it. Her bids are futile, however, as the words “Out of service” are all that reach her ear. Overcome with angst, she inquires to Myrlie with sorrow, “‘Isn’t there any emergency number my father left with you?’ I choke out ‘Some way to reach him if I break my arm, or,or…?’ My throat closes over my next words. I can’t say them. Or if I just need him?” (15). The fear of separation from the ones who raised you, something that Bethany could scarcely fathom, is eating away at the slim amount of hope Bethany has. She feels that she must reunite with them soon, or else she’ll begin to crumble under the weight of sorrow. Not only does she tremendously miss her parents, her current relationship with Myrlie is shaky at
She is clueless as to why her parents, who had spent “virtually every second” (11) of her life with, abandoned her without warning. Desperate for the warmth of those who Bethany deems to be her real family, she attempts to communicate with her parents over the phone, but all she receives is “We are sorry. This number is out of service” (14). Bethany tries many times more, making sure the numbers she punched in were correct, as if her life depended on it. Her bids are futile, however, as the words “Out of service” are all that reach her ear. Overcome with angst, she inquires to Myrlie with sorrow, “‘Isn’t there any emergency number my father left with you?’ I choke out ‘Some way to reach him if I break my arm, or,or…?’ My throat closes over my next words. I can’t say them. Or if I just need him?” (15). The fear of separation from the ones who raised you, something that Bethany could scarcely fathom, is eating away at the slim amount of hope Bethany has. She feels that she must reunite with them soon, or else she’ll begin to crumble under the weight of sorrow. Not only does she tremendously miss her parents, her current relationship with Myrlie is shaky at