Manisha Monologue

Manisha where do I began? I suppose I’m sorry is where to start. I am so sorry.
Since, I don’t have your number I do not know how to contact you because you seem not to speak to me in person. I said a lot of things last year, I made a lot of mistakes and in the end, it was down to me being weak, alone, scared and hopeless... I blame myself for every moment that caused you pain.

For this, I'm truly sorry... I know I've said that word a thousand times but out of everyone in this life that I've hurt, offended, you are the only person I feel truly sorry to have hurt. I get it... I understand why you hate me, I understand why you don't want me to be a part of your life because what I did to you is unforgivable... However even under these circumstances for more than a year I've never remembered not thinking about you, wondering how you are and how has your life been. …show more content…
Since that day where everything came to a cataclysmic end, I found myself. I found a purpose in this life and I found a reason to keep on fighting, I went out, fought hard and finally I've made something of this life.

I'm not hopeless, weak, alone and ready to give up, instead I'm strong, determined and ready to face anything life throws at me! You're thinking, "why do I even care!?" And the reason for me telling you this, is because it all began with you.

It's because of you I decided not to give up.
It's because of you that I am trying to be a better person.
It's because of you that I decided to get off my lazy no good ass and actually try to be something in this