What shall I do? I have become afraid of sleeping for the dark spirit may possess thou and reveal my deepest, darkest secret to the whole kingdom! Just a few more nights is all I can put up with. This disastrous sleep has caused so much pain and suffering to thee, I hath thought of putting thyself to rest permanently. Greatest night my dearest journal.
Lady Macbeth Poem “Invisible Guilt”
I carry this weight around, but never does it show, It has become that light in my eyes, constantly aglow. By day, it hides like a bug under a rock, By night, it emerges and makes me talk and walk. I may be fierce and fearless; I know that much is true, But how much do I really know when I bid consciousness adieu? When others enjoy their deep, cozy slumber, I am asleep, with much deceit, when I begin to lumber. How much longer will this guilt rest upon my back? Maybe I should try a different angle of attack. Now that you know what lies in this head because of the man who was impaled, What did you think, this was some sort of fairytale? I carry this weight around but never does it show, The guilt of bringing death upon others, I now know what I