A human being has two major organs in their body, the heart and brain. Only one of them can actually feel love for something or someone. Love and lust can make you do crazy things in life and failure is one of them. When you are with someone and you think that it is real but then again you ask yourself is this reality or is it just something just to get by. Sometimes I would just like to go into the past and change everything from the beginning because if I knew what I know now then I would be better off as a person. Two years ago I was in a state of mind where I was the happiest I have ever been in my life all because of that one special someone. I talked to a guy through friends I talked to him every night on the phone before we met in person, which lasted about two weeks. We never talked about each other’s past relationships because it never mattered to both of us. Then when we met I automatically fell in love with him, we were exactly alike it was unbelievable. It was because of the days at the lake fishing, nights at his football games, and lazy sun burnt days after a day spent in my pool. Spending time with him was the best feeling in the world because …show more content…
I failed to see the difference of love and lust for a year. This relationship taught me a lot and showed me how I could have been smarter with my choices. I’m sure that knowing about his previous relationships would have helped me know him more before I got this deep into a relationship. I am glad that I learned this early on in life and not experience this hurt later on, many controlling or manipulative relationships last far longer than they should because the person who is being controlled is in denial about anything being wrong. Back then, I thought it was good for me to have someone to lead me a good way, I was too naïve to see it wasn’t right until it was too