He had to look after his father who eventually became ill much to Elie’s apparent annoyance. In the past, we can assume that if Elie’s father was sick, Elie would take care of him. However, when his father passed away (his only family left and the person who gives him encouragement) Elie even tells us that “since my father’s death, nothing mattered to me anymore”. Elie lost his faith and his persistence to believe in God. His “only one desire…to eat” shows us that he believes that his future will be nothing more than eating and torture. If he still had faith in God like he used to in the past, he could have found strength and a reason to keep on
He had to look after his father who eventually became ill much to Elie’s apparent annoyance. In the past, we can assume that if Elie’s father was sick, Elie would take care of him. However, when his father passed away (his only family left and the person who gives him encouragement) Elie even tells us that “since my father’s death, nothing mattered to me anymore”. Elie lost his faith and his persistence to believe in God. His “only one desire…to eat” shows us that he believes that his future will be nothing more than eating and torture. If he still had faith in God like he used to in the past, he could have found strength and a reason to keep on