Looking back, the two significant experiences outside of my family that have affected my personality, direction in life, or lifestyle for the future are ______ As you consider events that stick out in your life, consider the who? What? When? Where? And how?
Looking back, the two significant experiences outside of my family that have affected my personality, direction in life, or lifestyle for the future are becoming friends with Angel, and doing better in school. The reason meeting Angel has affected my personality, is that she helped me become less shy, even though we didn’t go to the same school. I think that she had helped me be much less shy by being able to not worry how she would judge me if she was at my school, …show more content…
I think these things are too personal to discuss with others, because I don’t want people judging me if I tell them the reason I’m that way. Because some of the reasons that I have became depressed, some people might think that they are not good reasons, or that they are dumb. Another reason I wouldn’t tell people how I’ve become depressed, or when I became depressed, is because I have felt depressed, and had suicidal thoughts since I was seven years old, and I don’t really know what it’s like not to be. When I have told people about that in the past, it seemed like they didn’t believe me, or that because I only had “suicidal thoughts”, and that I wouldn’t act on them, people would think that it wasn’t real, or that it wasn’t that bad. When I tell people, they might think that I am doing it for attention, because usually whenever someone tries to tell people how they feel, it comes out as weak, or that they should be keeping that to themselves, or fake because it’s “just for attention. I think that it’s also too personal to discuss, mainly because people don’t take it as serious, and it makes me feel like I shouldn’t talk about it, such as my therapist, i would talk about how I have suicidal thoughts, it seems like they don’t care as much, because they’re more worried about if I actually am going to take my life, rather than just thinking about