The haunting past comes into focus, as to show that her life is passing by her before the enviable fate. For sixty years she suppressed the memory of the day she was jilted. Remembering that day brought a sense of hell. Her soul felt as the two were merging together, where was she going, sixty years of prayer to redeem the soul, living righteously so that the soul would travel through the clouds to the pearl gates of heaven where St. Peter awaited arrival, which was the ultimate goal. She was confused as her life was spent doing what was known to be right, but this one act was going to drag her down. Until, a voice reminded her that she was not the only one. “Don’t let your wounded vanity get the upper hand of you. Plenty of girls get jilted. You were jilted, weren’t you? Then stand up to it.” (273) Reiterating that Ellen did nothing wrong that day, there was nothing for her to believe any part of that day was her
The haunting past comes into focus, as to show that her life is passing by her before the enviable fate. For sixty years she suppressed the memory of the day she was jilted. Remembering that day brought a sense of hell. Her soul felt as the two were merging together, where was she going, sixty years of prayer to redeem the soul, living righteously so that the soul would travel through the clouds to the pearl gates of heaven where St. Peter awaited arrival, which was the ultimate goal. She was confused as her life was spent doing what was known to be right, but this one act was going to drag her down. Until, a voice reminded her that she was not the only one. “Don’t let your wounded vanity get the upper hand of you. Plenty of girls get jilted. You were jilted, weren’t you? Then stand up to it.” (273) Reiterating that Ellen did nothing wrong that day, there was nothing for her to believe any part of that day was her