If I was an elderly lady with a heart condition, I would for sure already be gone. The way my brain works and how I react to things would be too strong for my fragile little heart to endure. I am very passionate about the things I love and the things I hate, and losing someone I was married to, which only be someone I love absolutely, would destroy me on the spot.
If I was myself in 1894, I do not know. I would probably be very, very curious and go about being a part of the computer revolution, hopefully I would have invented it before the guys in 1946, haha. I would definitely be chasing the newest information