Kaelyn Monologue

Today marks the one year date of Kaelyn's death. Kaelyn was my daughter, she was four at the time of the car accident. You're probably wondering who I am. I'm Bryar, Bryar Wilkins. I was the one driving during the time of the car crash. For a long time I held myself responsable for the mishap until the autopsy came to show the person who ran the light was under the influence, that dosen't change the fact she's gone. After that day my life permanently changed, and so did Jack's. Jack's my husband and even though I don't see him much, I know he cares- or at least did at one point. Since it is the one year aniversary you would think I would have grieved and learned to cope now, but it's just as bad as it was one year ago. I promised Jack six weeks after the accident that if I could not learn to cope within a year and do this on my own, then i would go to an emotional support group. I like to consider myself a very independent person, ecspecially since Jack always seems to be gone on bussiness trips. Thus going to this support grup is a …show more content…
It currently was September, warm days, soft breezes and night, and of course, gorgeous sunsets. After the support group met tonight Jade cam home with me so that we could talk further. The first thing we did when we pulled in the driveway was look at each other and automatically knew where we were going- the roof. The roof had been a common place for us while Jack was away. Jade's husband worked at a convineince store not too far away so it made it eas for her to come by my place after meets. We went up the stairs and swung the bathroom windows open and slowly foot by foot climbed out onto the lower level of the roof. Once we where both out there we walked around the back side of the house and up to the triangular point of the roof where the left and right side met at a peak. We sat in silence for a while until Jade