Shortly after, I began attending SSH and I can remember being in church and the Preacher or Pastor kept talking about Jesus and it confused me because my background was with the Jehovah witnesses. They never talked about Jesus they only talked about Jehovah God. I wondered why every time I was in church, this preacher and everyone was always talking about …show more content…
In the most clear distinctive audible voice I have ever heard. God spoke directly to me, in the middle of the night or that morning and said Jesus is my Son. You must believe in Him. His death, his burial and his resurrection. He died so that you can have access to me. Believe in Him. Somehow a short time later I was introduced to Romans 10:9-10 and I confessed and believe God. I think I was 15 years old. I believed I was truly saved at that point.
As I grew up I always lived my life with God in view. It didn’t prevent me from making bad choices, but I always kept him in view.
I tried to live according to the bible but 18-24 was most difficult time in my life. I thought being good was enough to serve God but it wasn’t. I remember feeling like I was sick and tired of being sick and tired. I was a single parent. I did a lot for my family and my hearts desires was no where in sight. I was tired of all the bad choices and I sought Gods help. During a Sunday service God cleansed me and delivered me. I had my second Holy Ghost experience with God. I rededicated myself and was baptized and I’ve been living in service for God every since. At that point in my life I realized that apart from God I have no purpose and real meaning in life. I can say I have been serving God for 17