“I’m fine.” Her voice sounded shaky even to her own ears. He must have noticed her flushed face. “I skipped breakfast this morning,” she lied. “I’m just hungry.”
“Okay.” He didn’t buy her lie. “Maybe you should sit down,” he suggested, rubbing her back comfortingly. His touch could not have been more unwanted in that moment. The only hands she wanted on her belonged to a man that was probably only half aware of her existence.
Bella and Jasper walked briskly across the lawn in the light rain. It took Bella a moment to catch her breath. To Jasper, it would seem like fatigue from the short run, but she knew the real reason and felt a slight rush of guilt for it considering the people …show more content…
It seemed like everything was happening in slow motion. She heard the voices from inside the house. She should not have been feeling this way. She wished is was a simple crush but it felt like so much more and I scared her.
Time seemed to stop altogether. Her knees grew weak and she nearly fell over when the door swung open to reveal him.
“Thanks for coming.” He briefly met Jasper’s eyes before his jade eyes fell on her, staring a beat too long. His expression was indiscernible. “Come on in. Rose and Cian are in the dining room with the others.” Her eyes zeroed in on the solid gold band on his left ring finger.
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“The sweetest thing I have ever met.”
“He is now, but don’t let that innocent face fool you.” Her pale blue eyes lit up happily.
“He looks just like Edward.” The little boy giggled, letting out a toothy grin that made the room fill with awes. He was truly his father’s clone.
“He certainly does.” Bella watched as Dr. Cullen reentered the room, standing next to his wife who held their thirteen-month old baby in her arms. She felt the guilt creep up again even though she did not want to. She hadn’t done anything wrong per say. Just lusting after a man who was married with a baby.
They were a truly stunning pair. However, she could not help but notice that something about them wasn’t couple-like. There was a distance. Their relationship seemed friendly at best.
She shook away her thoughts of the marriage. She may have been imagining things to ease any feelings of guilt. It hurt Bella to look at them. She wished his wife away. She wanted her to disappear. She did not want to feel this way but the jealousy would not disappear. She wanted what Rose