Rich emphasizes Jane Eyre pursuit for love, but more so, her pursuit for a awareness of being appreciated, of fitting-in more so than romantic love. Therefore Jane says to Helen Burns, “to gain some real affection from you, or Miss Temple, or any other whom I truly love, I would willingly submit to have the bone of my arm broken, or to let a bull toss me, or to stand behind a kicking horse, and let it dash its hoof at my chest” (473). Jane seems to believe the only way to love is for …show more content…
“Marrying” Rochester while he is still married to Bertha would mean sacrificing Jane’s own integrity for the sake of emotional fulfillment. Instead, with St, John, Jane enjoys economic freedom and participates in meaningful and valuable work, but she loses emotional sustenance. Jane knows that marriage to St. John would [remain loveless].(480) Nevertheless, the occurrences of Jane’s visit with him are essential trials of Jane’s autonomy. Merely a step in proving her self-sufficiency to herself, allowing her to marry Rochester and not be disproportionately reliant on him as her “master.” The marriage can be one between equals. In a way this relates to queer studies where a woman is defying norms if she is equal or above that of her