James David Monologue

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I wrote this while I was pregnant...thought I share....

James David

Growing up, I never really had an urgent need to one day be a mom.
Till the day I became aunt... I knew that one day I wanted to be one, and when I did, I wanted to be the best mom..when the day comes they happen, and the day came when I had you. I was 26 years young.

know you have heard my voice for a while now, but I cannot wait to hear yours. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms and tell you “I love you” for the first time face to face. I cannot wait to smell your pure, innocent scent for the first time. I want so badly to see your face, to find your father in you and to find me in you. I cannot wait to see what you will be like, what kind of person you will become, what kind of character you will have. Will you be sensitive, rambunctious, will you be like your father? Will you be organized, playful, and outgoing . What will your passions be? Will you be driven by love and compassion? Or will you be driven by success? What will motivate you, what will make your heart smile? How will you grow? How will you learn? How will you cope with the hardness of this life? I want so badly to protect you from all the evil and disaster in this world and my heart already aches because I know I can’t. I know that one day you will fall and scrape your knee and I will do everything I can to make it better. I know that one day you will have your feelings hurt by the words or actions of another, and I will do everything I can to make it better. I know your life will not be the perfect . I wish it could be, but I can tell you that I will do my best to give you the best life I can while I can. There will come a day
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You are in my belly, and will have been there for 27 week. You are still very small, but I can feel you kicking every day. Some days, you kick more than others. When you are quiet, I worry there is something wrong – I hope you are just sleeping soundly, oblivious to my

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