His dissociation from his communities cause him to lose himself and even his very humanity, as inextricably bound as it is to the racial, religious, and, most secretly, sexual identity that he cannot accept for himself. Most interesting, though, is that much later John himself, as this internal panic is externalized on the threshing floor, knows “that he had been thrust out of the holy, the joyful, the blood-washed community, that his father had thrust him out” (230), implying that he blames his father, and rightfully so, for his complete detachment from all which would bring him through his
His dissociation from his communities cause him to lose himself and even his very humanity, as inextricably bound as it is to the racial, religious, and, most secretly, sexual identity that he cannot accept for himself. Most interesting, though, is that much later John himself, as this internal panic is externalized on the threshing floor, knows “that he had been thrust out of the holy, the joyful, the blood-washed community, that his father had thrust him out” (230), implying that he blames his father, and rightfully so, for his complete detachment from all which would bring him through his