When people tell me “You’re not fat!” they are not actually telling me I’m not fat; they’re …show more content…
We equate fat with ugly, we equate fat with bad. We live in this culture that forces fat people to think of themselves as these disgusting, unlovable creatures because of the way their bodies are, and that’s absolutely ridiculous. I am allowed to love myself. I’m allowed to think that I am beautiful, not even in spite of my fat, but because of my fat. If you are thin and you’ve ever said one of those things around a fat person, did you ever pay good enough attention to watch them just fucking wilt in front of you? Did you see the shame in their eyes? Did you notice how they were immediately not interested in continuing the conversation anymore? It’s because you, a thin person, just took an aspect of that person’s physical appearance and said that it was something awful and undesirable. To their face. Does that not make you an …show more content…
Most of us are. We’re all guilty of talking about the things we don’t like about our looks. The problem is that we don’t see fat people as fat people if we like them, so we have no problem using the word in a negative manner around them. It seems ridiculous to say to someone with a big nose, “God, I hate my big nose so much! No one likes big noses!” doesn’t it? Why is it not weird to say the things we do to fat people? If you, as a thin person, have ever said, “I am so fat,” around a fat person, what you’re really saying is, “I really hate fat, I think it’s gross,” and what that fat person hears is, “I really hate you, I think you’re gross.” They are immediately wondering what you think about them if you can hate yourself so much when all you’ve got is a little food