I think one of the more important things that I’ve been observing and learning to do is not care about why and the reasons for a situation. There’s a vast number of ways to shun or hurt people without saying anything, especially after you’ve been susceptible to being drawn in to explain what’s on your mind. Sometimes the speaker is at fault for expecting the listener to keep information to themselves, once it’s in another persons mind and or in a spot where it can be easily accessed again, then that’s that.
Over the last 6 years I honestly can say I probably deserve a lot of this silent treatment, silent bashing, and whatever I’m being called or viewed as. I can’t do anything about that directly, I won’t change other peoples opinions and judgements because it’s not my place to tell you …show more content…
Too much of myself has been shared to the wrong people to expect that something useful could of probably been done with it. Fragile like an egg, the hopes of communicating this type of thinking with someone else, is just simply put, hellbent.
It’s sad, but rekindling those types of connections are hard. Especially when they never had a real amount of time to grow. A lot of the beginning bonds that were ruined, were during youth. Which makes it worse, because now they have the rest of their lifetime to push you away and grow on thought, of how they should treat you for the rest of your life because of what you did to them. That is the end result of burning bridges that once allowed you in their life.
Putting an end to meaningless connection, and effort. I’ve too much to do, and learn, too much to see before I can say, “I’ve done it all.” As much as one cared and thought at a time, “oh maybe I can fix this, there’s something I can do.” Fucking wrong, get it through your head John.
They don’t want you involved, and that’s the cold fact of life, let it slide back down into the pits of a forgotten abyss where these facts should never arise again into your
Over the last 6 years I honestly can say I probably deserve a lot of this silent treatment, silent bashing, and whatever I’m being called or viewed as. I can’t do anything about that directly, I won’t change other peoples opinions and judgements because it’s not my place to tell you …show more content…
Too much of myself has been shared to the wrong people to expect that something useful could of probably been done with it. Fragile like an egg, the hopes of communicating this type of thinking with someone else, is just simply put, hellbent.
It’s sad, but rekindling those types of connections are hard. Especially when they never had a real amount of time to grow. A lot of the beginning bonds that were ruined, were during youth. Which makes it worse, because now they have the rest of their lifetime to push you away and grow on thought, of how they should treat you for the rest of your life because of what you did to them. That is the end result of burning bridges that once allowed you in their life.
Putting an end to meaningless connection, and effort. I’ve too much to do, and learn, too much to see before I can say, “I’ve done it all.” As much as one cared and thought at a time, “oh maybe I can fix this, there’s something I can do.” Fucking wrong, get it through your head John.
They don’t want you involved, and that’s the cold fact of life, let it slide back down into the pits of a forgotten abyss where these facts should never arise again into your