It seems as though he isn’t really a bad person, but in a time when “courtesy and winning ways went out of style” (77), he is under a lot of pressure to come across as though he is. Prior to the events of the night, the protagonist goes to great efforts to come across as a bad character, even as far as keeping a tire iron under the driver’s seat, because “bad characters always keep tire irons under the driver’s seat” (78). In the morning, however, when the girl looking for Al tells the boys that they “look like some pretty bad characters” (81), their reactions are not positive and they turn her down when she asks them to party with her and her friend. Several references to the military exemplify the weight of this struggle. When the protagonist strikes the man with the tire iron, coming at him “like a kamikaze” (79), when he shoots away from the corpse “like a torpedo” (80), and in the morning, when the boys meet the girl looking for Al, he grips the steering wheel “like the ejection lever of a flaming jet” (81) and they look at her “like war veterans” (81). Interestingly, the narrator describes himself as a kamikaze and a torpedo, both of which carry very negative connotations, following instances of wrongdoing on his behalf, but puts himself in the position of a soldier in the morning. It seems as though he is trying to justify his actions - he was young and stupid, he was just doing what had to be …show more content…
The tension rises when the boys attempt to rape the man’s girlfriend, and another car pulls into the lot, causing them to run away. The climax occurs when the narrator stumbles upon the corpse in the lake, causing him to realize that he is “a mere child, an infant” (79) and not quite the adult he thought he was. The protagonists finds some maturity, and seems to abandon his pursuit of this bad image when he and his friends decline the girl’s offer of pills and