Insecurity In Nathaniel Hawthorne's 'The Scarlet Letter'

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A in The Scarlet Letter defines the novel; I in my life defines me. Insecurity is the reason for my self-doubt and why I hold myself to fail or be unloved. This places me at an disadvantage in every aspect of my life and does not allow me to be successful.
It’s hard for me to graciously accept or give a compliment, for I am nervous in all social situations. I can’t make decisions and have a hard time stating my opinion, because of this I often need reassurance. I am however only the average kid in the school full of impressive people.
This trait can make me irresponsible, since I don’t want to be held accountable for failing. It makes me uncomfortable to share anything about myself from the fear of being constantly judged. I just often joke at myself for my many gravely flaws, and I tend to apologize excessively due to my self-doubt.
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I feel this way perhaps from my parents divorce or from being ashamed of being “different” in some sort (size, shape, skill, or wealth). It harps on every aspect of my life and controls the way I present my-self.
I chose the darker shades, since this trait weighs heavy on my life and darker colors are more intense. The gray symbolizes how I view myself- uninteresting and dull. The red and orange are a statement for what I want to be- bold, social, strong, courageous, loveable, and creative. I threaded it with yellow to interpret the liveliness and happiness that I will have if I become confident. The reason for the cursive and circle shape of my letter was the representation of organic shapes, which are flowy and represent a sense of completeness I desire for myself.
The more people encouraged me through the day to look at the positive things about myself; I started feeling a bit more confident. I found the realization that how we feel about ourselves is entirely up to us and I genuinely thought about how blessed I truly

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