So you don't get to say "I love you" just so you can get what you want and act like you never cried out to me as if pouring my whole heart out to you was nothing. I love you so much. I bought you Marlboro, cancer sticks, to make you happy; but you wanted to sleep with me. I wanted to make you happy, but you only wanted to sleep with me.…
Now I have to be emotional. You have been an incredible actor and friend since kindergarten. Ever since we met, I knew you and I were meant to be friends. When you left Saint Mary’s in fifth grade, I thought it was the end of an error. I’m so glad it wasn’t.…
3 Stressful Things Attending college is usually the most exciting but yet eye opening experience at the same time in a person life. It is a transition from being a child to becoming an adult and learning how to survive in the real world. Even though this is my second year in college and it has been going well that transition has cause good amount of stress in my life. The three major stressful things in my life that I notice since attending college is managing my time, managing money, and having a good relationship with others.…
Maxfield, I thought it would be a good idea to write you a letter rather than yell or cry over FaceTime. I know that’s all I’ve been doing and I want to make a difference in how I speak to you for once. I’m going to tell you everything I can’t say in person in this letter so that at least you can read it and not be stressed that I’m crying or getting mad at you.…
“The fear of falling apart”, “Words are knives and often leave scars”, and “Don’t try to sleep through the end of the world and bury me alive. Cause’ I won’t give up without a fight” by Panic! At The Disco from their song This is Gospel is very important to me because it’s like saying no matter how hard you push and pull on me I won’t give up and that’s really encouraging to me. The way I can apply it to my life is I was bullied, cursed at, and yelled at all throughout middle school by other students and no matter how hard I wanted to give up and just crawl into bed and say “No, go away.”…
Throughout the majority of my life, I was self-conscious and constantly worried about how I was perceived by others. As a child, I had always felt slightly out of place among my peers. I was just a little too quirky to fit into any of the groups at my school and I was too shy to force my way into one. I could not exactly understand what made me so different from my classmates and I desired more than anything to gain the self-confidence to express myself.…
I was confused because I felt like maybe you left because you didn’t think I loved you enough. It made no sense for you to leave before I graduated,…
So I decided to right you this letter... Silly of me to think it will change your mind... but it never hurts to try... Baby.... I miss you.…
Over my sophomore and junior year of highschool I was going through a battle with myself. This was the battle of mental illness. According to Webster’s Dictionary, anxiety is “fear or nervousness about what might happen.” This might be the literal definition but it is not a statement that can incubus everything I felt through these two years of hell.…
It was really selfish of me to think that you’d only like me. That was the moment I knew I loved you and admitted it to myself. I kept missing you and thinking to myself, I can’t wait to show this to Anton, but I had to stop myself because I knew you liked someone else. It was really hard trying to stop thinking about you, but I knew you had to move on. I loved you back then and I will love you always.…
Hi baby, I just wanted to type you a note. I would write it, but I figured a type note would last longer. Anyway, I just wanted to tell you how much I love you. Everything lately has felt so perfect.…
A world of insecurities, loss of self-worth, and no self-discipline. Spiraling downhill to an endless pit of self-loathing and calories. Where was the control? Where was my life headed? Being over two hundred pounds at just seventeen is no joke.…
I was engaged once in my life. My girlfriend desire to get married was so extent that she bought the engagement ring. I was very immature handling relationships, and that usually left me with a heap of misfortunes. I did not care for her, and I took the relationship as a sport. I was unfaithful to her many times over.…
Since 8th grade i have had continuous issues with my self image. I have turned into someone i never thought i would be. someone who has a dark side hidden from everyone around. everyone says it 's normal to feel “depressed” sometimes. i don’t know if that is true.…
It is so frustrating. One minute you can do the skill the next minute you can 't. Many gymnasts and cheerleaders, including myself, can do a skill perfectly one day, only to find themselves losing it, or worse yet, not even being able to go for it at all. Take my story, for example, one day I was throwing my standing tucks perfectly. I have been performing this skill since the eighth grade.…