It was late night yet it was difficult to sleep. Outside the wind roared through the trees in the front yard, making them creak and groan, like a ghost in the night. I could hear their agitated sway as if the branches were getting ready to snap off. My thoughts, however, troubled me more than the horror story soundtrack outside of my window.
Roxanne slept on, undisturbed by all the noise. I looked at her cuddled up to me for warmth, her head resting on my chest. She was beautiful. The big breasted blonde bimbo every man wished they could have, and I had her. She was mine. Was the beauty enough though? We hardly knew each other despite the fact we have been together for almost a year. Our relationship was mostly physical. What we had I would …show more content…
I did not mean to mention every little detail but I could not help it. It was like I had diarrhea of the mouth, words spilling out as I expressed my feelings for her, and my nonexistent feelings for Roxanne. She listened quietly the entire time, only speaking when my word vomit ceased.
“This is so wrong. Infidelity is wrong!”
“Having a conversation with someone does not make me unfaithful. Developing feelings for someone only becomes erroneous when they are acted upon. I have not done so, yet.”
“But you want to?”
“I do, very much. I am only holding back because I do not want you to feel bad. It is not my intent. I just want to know if you reciprocate my feelings before I break things of with Roxanne.”
“Regardless of how I feel, you should call things off with Roxanne. It is not nice to string someone along.”
“Danica, please tell me.” “Yes. I do feel the same way.” Her eyes started to shimmer with tears as she spoke the words, but she smiled up at me. I pulled her into my arms, giving her a long embrace and a light kiss on her forehead, before I carefully exited her room. I wanted nothing more than to plant my lips on hers that very moment but I knew I couldn’t just yet. There were other things I needed to take care of
Roxanne slept on, undisturbed by all the noise. I looked at her cuddled up to me for warmth, her head resting on my chest. She was beautiful. The big breasted blonde bimbo every man wished they could have, and I had her. She was mine. Was the beauty enough though? We hardly knew each other despite the fact we have been together for almost a year. Our relationship was mostly physical. What we had I would …show more content…
I did not mean to mention every little detail but I could not help it. It was like I had diarrhea of the mouth, words spilling out as I expressed my feelings for her, and my nonexistent feelings for Roxanne. She listened quietly the entire time, only speaking when my word vomit ceased.
“This is so wrong. Infidelity is wrong!”
“Having a conversation with someone does not make me unfaithful. Developing feelings for someone only becomes erroneous when they are acted upon. I have not done so, yet.”
“But you want to?”
“I do, very much. I am only holding back because I do not want you to feel bad. It is not my intent. I just want to know if you reciprocate my feelings before I break things of with Roxanne.”
“Regardless of how I feel, you should call things off with Roxanne. It is not nice to string someone along.”
“Danica, please tell me.” “Yes. I do feel the same way.” Her eyes started to shimmer with tears as she spoke the words, but she smiled up at me. I pulled her into my arms, giving her a long embrace and a light kiss on her forehead, before I carefully exited her room. I wanted nothing more than to plant my lips on hers that very moment but I knew I couldn’t just yet. There were other things I needed to take care of