Realising what lies beneath your conscious self is the toughest thing. Introspection requires an uncorrupt mind and a lot of guts, it's really hard, but if you are able to find what you were looking for, life becomes easier.
It was 2nd of July, before that we traversed the journey of us being relative to somewhat good friends. Something happened that day, may be you were vulnerable, may be we both were drunk, may be I was disturbed because you were not content, endless possibilities( including my feelings for you which no one …show more content…
The journey of you being shweta to Panda to Kashaf to maybe Shweta again was beautiful. We must remember that all the happiness has a rider attached to it: it ends, So does all the sadness! Sometimes I feel like these drags in life are like the drags of a Marlboro after 2 pegs of daaru, without them drinking is not worth it, same goes with …show more content…
I have observed a constant guilt in you all the time we used to talk. Being a witness of that guilt, I can assure you that your feelings for Aayush are pure and genuine, but the greater the love, the greater the tragedy when its over! Don't let this apply to you. Things as trivial as some stupid baba doesn't sanction your relationship should not be the reason of your lifelong regret. So make up your mind ( if you haven't already) , identity your emotions, and if you think its worth it, by all means go for it. Remember if its worth it, it won't be easy. There are far too many ordinary things in our ordinary life, love shouldn't be one of