As a child there are many reasons to show that Lois created Lucy. Lois doesn’t seem to like her life as it “is placid and satisfactory, but there is nothing much that can be said about …show more content…
However, instead of just not imagining Lucy, Lois decides to kill her imaginary friend. Standing at the top of the cliff “makes [Lois] feel strong. There are all kinds of things she is capable of doing”(112). This realization, accompanied by her growing dislike of Lucy, gives Lois the motive to push her imaginary friend off the cliff. She finally feels like she has the power to control her own mind and get rid of Lucy. Because Lois didn’t like Lucy anymore it shouldn’t have been a problem to get rid of her. Even so, when Lucy first disappears Lois feels “terrible-guilty and dismayed”(113). Although she didn’t want Lucy around anymore, Lois feels like she actually killed her friend. Her guilt stays for the rest of her life. When she’s old and living alone, her paintings fill “her with a wordless unease...as if there is something, or someone, looking back out”(100). She sees Lucy in her paintings, and the memory of pushing her friend is what makes Lois