However, this bell jar also takes on an additional metaphorical meaning when we examine Esther’s insecurities as well as her relationships with those around her. In the end of the novel, Esther finally breaks free of bell jar when she breaks free of the relationships. For example, Esther’s deep-seated problems with sexuality and virginity are exemplified and aggravated by her relationship with Buddy who consistently brings out the worst in Esther and causes her to question and doubt who she thinks she is. Additionally, her tumultuous relationship with Joan is a reflection of Esther’s own insecurities about herself; the things Esther dislikes most about herself, she sees in Joan. Esther uses Joan as a prop to throw her insecurities about sexuality, beauty, and mental health onto. It is only after Joan’s death and her break up with Buddy does Esther make another reference to herself and the bell jar: “But I wasn’t sure. I wasn’t sure at all. How did I know that someday--at college, in Europe, somewhere, anywhere--the bell jar, with its stifling
However, this bell jar also takes on an additional metaphorical meaning when we examine Esther’s insecurities as well as her relationships with those around her. In the end of the novel, Esther finally breaks free of bell jar when she breaks free of the relationships. For example, Esther’s deep-seated problems with sexuality and virginity are exemplified and aggravated by her relationship with Buddy who consistently brings out the worst in Esther and causes her to question and doubt who she thinks she is. Additionally, her tumultuous relationship with Joan is a reflection of Esther’s own insecurities about herself; the things Esther dislikes most about herself, she sees in Joan. Esther uses Joan as a prop to throw her insecurities about sexuality, beauty, and mental health onto. It is only after Joan’s death and her break up with Buddy does Esther make another reference to herself and the bell jar: “But I wasn’t sure. I wasn’t sure at all. How did I know that someday--at college, in Europe, somewhere, anywhere--the bell jar, with its stifling