Time to wake up.
Tori would absolutely hate waking up this early, though she would be satisfied and tamed once she got her morning cup and the good view of the sunrise.
I laid there and stared at the ceiling. I didn 't really feel like waking up. I didn 't feel like doing anything. I don 't think I would be able too.
But for Tori 's sake, I will.
I sat and turned to the edge with my feet dangling off the bed. Once again, I stared at the ground. My eyebrows furrowed at every thought coming to my head. It was overwhelming.
If Tori was here she would ask me the phrase, "a penny for your thoughts" then laugh it off with, "so many thoughts through your mind that I would pay to know."
I sighed heavily and stood up preparing for the day. Once I changed …show more content…
"I never got to marry you. I didn 't have a chance to. You didn 't get live out your life and grow old with me," I started to laugh angrily at how life wasn 't fair.
"You didn 't deserve this." I clenched my hand. I was angry. I was angry at the world that took Tori away from me.
"But I won 't let you down. I am going to make you proud, I promise."
I heard footsteps behind me getting closer. "Y/n, how long have you been here?" a hand was placed on my shoulder.
I look back and saw Tori 's family. I looked at the hand and up to see who 's it was. Noah.
"Not long enough for her to come back," I rolled my eyes and continued to wipe my eyes. I know I look awful I am an ugly crier.
"I want her back Noah," I stood up to hug him.
"We all do y/n, but life doesn 't work like that"
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This was inspired by the recent mishaps of Christina Grimmie.
Gosh, I don 't know where to start. I am devastated that it happened. I was very shocked to hear it last night. It 's disappointing how many lives have been taken away from the easily accessed weapons. The US needs to step up with security and gun control.
RIP Christina