I Want To See This Season In My Life

I pray that I get to see this season in my life. I get a little scared thinking about it sometimes because now I don’t have any children and it is my desire to be married and have kids and I want to be able to enjoy all of them while I am young and have energy. Another thing that scares me is that I wont have enough money. The main thing this is that I will die alone without leaving a legacy to pass on to my children and their children. My dad is sixty-two years old and he live alone because he wanted to move out from the house that I bought us. He has live alone for most of his life. The only time he was not alone was when he was married to my mother for a quick second. He worked for Crystal Motor Company for many years till was able to …show more content…
My dad enjoys television and church in his leisure time. He sings in the choir, which is very interesting. He also enjoys rap music. He talks about he best friend name Leo all the time .He miss all of his friend that he use to work with. He actually go online daily to look at the obituary selection to see who died. He is happy that he is final out of the rat race. He starting working at an early age he drops out of high school and began working for Chrysler Auto Company making engines. My dad has a will in place it was hard for him to do but he had to be honest with himself and face reality that he was not going to always be here. My dad suffers from mental problem like forgetting where he put thing and it something does work correctly he would call me and blame me for it. This illness concerns me and I don’t know how to deal with it because he wont listen to me he wants to do his own thing. He is very grumpy not sure why but he is. He thinks about the past more than the future because he feels that he has lived his life. Many people that see my dad says yep that your dad. We look just alike. We are working on building or relationship and I pray that one-day my