I Love Monologue

I began the day in a dream-like state, hypnagogic to be precise, as my melancholy was embellished with a familiar face at an unfamiliar place. I pace through a cemetery filled with heartbreak accompanied by sorrow. Doing the very thing I can't ever rid myself of, I wondered about each stone head we pass. Hau, Lien, Yen; I lost my trail of thoughts between his peace. The Nguyens have passed and now they hold my thoughts while I catch a glimpse of the flickering sunlight filtering through the leaves as the sun rises. I am up here again grandfather, and it's been a while since the previous time I loosely recall being this high and being this low. The clouds alter and shift between one another while the sun is rising somewhere in the east. Tears in the winter feel a lot like icicles plastered on your face, yet here I am, gathering my thoughts, collecting memories and falling into self-induced epiphanies. …show more content…
People are about the same. I am guilty of wondering too much; guilty of guilt that doesn't belong to me. Weight I've lost track to carry. I wanted to carry it all; all of the broken hearts I've ever come across, every half worn smiles, and every promise that was broken, that no one else cared to keep, because everyone else failed to. I am shifting, I am setting, and in my own desolation, worlds within my world crumbled into the walls of my heart. Somewhere along the lines, the words and stories we lost to time, a sudden realization came to mind. Out there on strange lands there's someone who gave their heart and soul to another, but it was too heavy so they let it