Maya, born Marguerite Anne Johnson, grew up predominately in Stamps, Arkansas with her brother, Bailey Jr; her grandmother, called ‘Momma’; and her uncle, Willie. …show more content…
Maya struggles to accept who she is, often reflecting on her belief that she is unattractive and unsophisticated due to her race. This stems from systemic racism as a whole, and its affect on the group facing oppression. Since Western society dictates that the ideal appearance consists of pale skin, hair, and eyes, a slender body, and thin noses and lips, those who do not fit in these specific categories have an altered perspective of themselves. To be considered beautiful or worthy, you had to be white. This belief of what beauty entails inevitably leads to internalizing this self-hatred, something Maya suffers with intensely. In her childhood especially, she’s insecure, anxious, and cripplingly