I Don 't Do Super Crazy Things Essay

770 Words Feb 1st, 2016 4 Pages
(1) Currently, I am not too happy with what is going on with my life right now. I am not too happy because I feel somewhat isolated and alone sometimes. I live on campus and I am in a coed fraternity, but I feel that I am not living a “college student’s life” so to speak. I don’t like to “party” and I can be pretty quiet at times, and I feel like that makes me somewhat of an “outcast” from the world. I don’t want to change myself of course, but I sometimes wish people could accept me more for who I am and respect the fact that I don’t like to do super crazy things. Additionally, I am suffering from anxiety associated with depression, so that has had a big impact on why I never want to go out and explore life. The depression makes me feel tired frequently and very down. I don’t want to really do anything but sleep and do my homework. It really makes me sad because I want to be more spontaneous and have more fun in life, but the depression makes it hard. Even when I am out, I just feel empty. Luckily, I am getting treatments for it, so I am going to work hard to make a speedy recovery.
(2) My ideal future is one where I can be happy and no longer depressed and a lot more open with people and not be so alone. My main goal in life is to be a movie director, so I want to train myself more to speak up and not be so timid and shy and free my creative soul that I know I have. I want to be able to help others in the future as well. However, in order to do that, I must help myself…

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