I Carry Guilty Analysis

I carry many things. I carry worries, I carry guilt, and I carry regrets. No, I am not the busiest or most stressed out in the world, but I do find myself weighed down by these unperceivable burdens. I carry the stress of school…though it is not that much, and I carry the judgment of my parents. Sad yet true, I feel some sort of guilt most if not all the time. I feel bad when I break a promise or hurt someone’s feelings. Even though I apologize and they forgive me I still feel bad. I feel guilty when I am out shopping and see people on the side of the road who have nothing. I feel guilty when I make a poor grade because my parents pay so much for education. All in all, I feel guilty. Then this goes along with judgment. I feel that not only my parents, but also my friends, and even strangers judge me. They judge me and therefore I feel guilty. I think I carry guilt because I am an empathetic person. I’m not tooting my own horn or anything but I do find myself to be a sympathetic and empathetic person. I tend to relate more to people who have gone through similar experiences as me and even if I meet a person who is completely different and with whom I do not have similar experiences with, I still feel sympathy towards them. I do not know why, I just do. …show more content…
I am grateful for all the things I have been given, eve though I know deep down that I do not deserve them and I have found that joy coincides with sadness. No, I am no saying that I am a sad person all the time, but with all the things I worry about I tend to be on the darker side of things. One of my absolute favorite movies of all time is Inside Out. For some odd reason I see myself a lot in this movie. No I am not a funky cartoon character, but I am a firm believer in that to actually feel extreme and total happiness you must feel sadness. You cannot be happy all the time. It is just not