I Know Where To Lead Me Today Essay

AGAPE I actually don’t know where to begin, so I am asking God to lead me in this assignment today. “To whom much is given much is required”- Luke 12-48. In short I have overcome and I have gone through and I’m still going through and today that means I have love and truth and justice and character. A few years ago, I lost a high paying job; I worked very hard to get to that leveling/ position “behavior interventionist”. In short I had problems paying my rent I ran home, with my son; not because I wasn’t working or didn’t have money,. I had lost my courage; I thought something was wrong with me as a woman of God and as a person. I started to make wrong decisions (vision) after wrong. Although I was much younger and still fairly young; I didn’t …show more content…
So today I don’t plan on taking any breaks, in life or starting over but pushing and reaching a point where I thrive. I always have written things down, I have aspirations to serve the community especially those who have lost children, homes, and jobs shelter and transportation soc-economic systems and other artistic avenues have given me a clear vision, while being homeless; and still serving and helping others who aren’t with their parents. I know I’m not with my son, at this time- he’s with his father we don’t speak at all; if ever, he isn’t very nice to me and I’m not even sure what I did to him; but God is love; we have a 50/ 50 custody order that we don’t abide by; well (he) but God will make it all good in the end he always, has -and that is partly my testimony in itself; he always will. I just pray for him and balance; I wish it wasn’t this ways I just don’t have the finances to better us at this time; my mind and spirit have not been the same, since I have not seen my son. Everyday life has been hard; but I chose to keep the faith be smart educated and learn and be the person, I dreamed of becoming, for him my lord my son , my family and community and myself...and many generations to …show more content…
I use to see and become that. I believe in success and love, and I know completing my education is very imperative to ones future and family dynamic and community, that is why I’m here to complete my education. I am going to start my own nonprofits; I understand my self and family dynamic, in turn, I 'm here to help others and, enrich the lives of others, who need help or who have special needs or disabilities, I’ve never been this honest in short, and told much about this situation but its where I am at and been these last few years and now I’m ready to jump back in , thank you, Bless you. Tasha