Once the black plague hit, i forgot everything that I was taught, and survival was the only thought in my mind. Out of fear, my thoughts and actions froze, for I had no idea what to do. Should I follow King Ericks orders or should I try to help the people and find a way for them to survive. I was just a mere princess, what can I do? I don 't know anything about the culture of medicine, and I have no right to oppose my future husband. At the same time I had the urge to tell the doctors to go outside and find a cure. Yet that would also be going against his orders. I had no say in his orders, for he was king, for he was my future husband. A dominant king, who shall not be opposed. My thoughts weren 't clear and I had no idea what to do. Should I find a way to help them and go against King Ericks orders, and killing myself in the process, or following his orders and living while letting others die for the sake of my survival? These thoughts had a very clear answer, I had to help. Yet I had no courage to help. I wanted to live, and sacrificing them is going to be the hardest thing I have
Once the black plague hit, i forgot everything that I was taught, and survival was the only thought in my mind. Out of fear, my thoughts and actions froze, for I had no idea what to do. Should I follow King Ericks orders or should I try to help the people and find a way for them to survive. I was just a mere princess, what can I do? I don 't know anything about the culture of medicine, and I have no right to oppose my future husband. At the same time I had the urge to tell the doctors to go outside and find a cure. Yet that would also be going against his orders. I had no say in his orders, for he was king, for he was my future husband. A dominant king, who shall not be opposed. My thoughts weren 't clear and I had no idea what to do. Should I find a way to help them and go against King Ericks orders, and killing myself in the process, or following his orders and living while letting others die for the sake of my survival? These thoughts had a very clear answer, I had to help. Yet I had no courage to help. I wanted to live, and sacrificing them is going to be the hardest thing I have