I’ve been with her the whole time, but her eye seem so empty and her presence does not even feel right, like she isn’t even here. She gets out the car and follows me to the back, I help her up and we begin to eat. As she's sitting across from me I feel her eyes on me and look up to her.
“I’m going to Washington, I think my family will take me in,”
I look into her eyes to try, one last time, to see if this was really happening and if it was true. It was. This couldn’t be.
“Say something,” she says looking right at me.
“Why?!” I did not mean to yell or sound like I did, it kind of just came out.
“I don’t know, but I just need you to understand.” Understand? As if it were that simple. I couldn’t keep asking questions, but I was curious. With who was she staying? What family? Was there even a family? Was she still serious? I didn’t ask her any of that, she wanted me to understand. I could not understand but couldn’t put her through pressure either.
“Let’s go,” I told her as i stood up, not even looking toward her.
“Where are we going now?”
“Home.” She looked as though she wanted to say something but did’t. 10.20.30 minutes into our drive home we said nothing to each other once again. We finally got home and neither of us broke silence, we simply got off and headed to my mom's