Strange as it seems now I remember this call in slow motion. Everything happened so quickly but it was as if my mind took hundreds of pictures to remember this day in agonizing detail. I can still smell the thick green grass and the sickly …show more content…
I heard a man howling in despair. It was a horrific sound, one I hope I will never hear again.
Someone led us out of the patio door and into the pool area. Before I saw the howling man I saw the swimming pool. It was shaded by large trees in the fading afternoon sun and painted black. There was a strong smell of chlorine that caught in my nose.
Our friend was almost beyond hysterical, sitting in a corner against a wall and wailing like a wounded animal. He was gripping the limp 14-month old baby in his arms and crying uncontrollably. Sandy stood next to me and appeared transfixed at the sight. I knew I had to do something, anything and that’s when my training took over. I raced over and said, “Give him to me.”
“No! No! He’s gone! He’s gone!” the man shouted back.
I got down on my knees and pulled the child from his arms as gently and kindly as I could. Some bystanders took him away and I carried the small lifeless body a few steps back to Sandy. The little angelic face was white and cold and his tiny lips were blue.
I lay the baby on his back and tilted his head back slightly to open his airway. I looked, listened and felt for any breathing, hoping for the slightest movement from his chest or a tiny puff of air on my face from his nostrils. There was nothing. I quickly felt in the crook of his tiny arm for a pulse and prayed to find one. But there was no