I think you already moved on and forgot about my existence and don’t want to ever talk to me again, which is good because i only brought sadness and ruin to your life and i’m feeling so terrible about it. That’s why i’m writing this letter, even though i’m not as blessed as you in term of writing and expressing myself and even my grammar sucks.
I feel really bad, thinking about the way I hurt you makes me feel really terrible and sometimes make me wanna vanish and wish you never met me and had to suffer because of me. I want you to know that you did nothing wrong and it was all my fault and also that you don’t have to accept my apology and you have all the right to….because i tore your world apart and hurt …show more content…
I know my sorry’s are not enough because i did screw up big and i hurt you so much. I am sorry! I don't want you to think that I'm saying those words lightly. I really mean it and i’m hopeless, all I can do is try to show you how much I regret what I've done and ask for your forgiveness that i don’t think i will ever deserve.
I know that you’ll be wondering why am i sending this after months and how could i shamelessly show up and ask for forgiveness, i would do the same if i were you but i had my reasons…I stopped appearing and ruining your life because i thought and i still think you deserve better, someone smarter more caring and someone that isn’t me aka a mess. You deserve the best in this world and i would like to admit that i’m the worst person you ever met and i won’t blame you if you and your family hate me, i hate myself too don’t worry.
I want you to know that i was always there reading things you tweet, praying that you’re happy and praying that you’re get the job. When you didn’t reply to my valentines day message i thought i had no right to congratulate you on your job, even tho i was so ,happy for