When I was younger, I always saw in the movies best friends falling in love with each other. I would've never thought it would of happened to me. Tarkus and I have been close since the seventh grade. Funny enough, I never thought he was cute until about a year ago.
In the seventh and eighth grade I was in a “serious” relationship, well as serious as a seventh grade relationship can be. Tarkus was the person I’d always talk to if there was a problem with me and my boyfriend. I kind of always knew he had a crush on me, but he was always supportive of me and my decisions.
When high school came we both went to west, but he only stayed for freshman year. He is an amazing basketball player and wasn’t getting the deserved amount of playing time. I was really upset when he left because it …show more content…
Since I know a lot of people from Althoff, we got reconnected. I was able to go to mostly all of his basketball games and we were able to hangout more. In the past year, we have gotten extremely close. We talk from good morning to goodnight every day. He is the only person I for real talk to that much so if he is busy then I’m usually not texting anybody.
About four months ago I realized I was crazy about the kid. It took me about a month to actually get the nerve to tell him. I played out all these scenarios in my head of the good and the bad. When I told him how I felt, it wasn’t the reaction I wanted. He told me he had feelings for me too, but since I have dated one of his “boys”, he couldn't date me. I was heartbroken and scared that we weren’t going to be as close anymore.
Surprisingly, nothing changed and were still as close as we were before I told him. I’ve noticed him getting more jealous over guys trying to talk to me, but it confuses me because he won’t date me. Everybody already thinks we date, so we might as well. I’m excited to see what we are in the future because I’ve learned that anything can
In the seventh and eighth grade I was in a “serious” relationship, well as serious as a seventh grade relationship can be. Tarkus was the person I’d always talk to if there was a problem with me and my boyfriend. I kind of always knew he had a crush on me, but he was always supportive of me and my decisions.
When high school came we both went to west, but he only stayed for freshman year. He is an amazing basketball player and wasn’t getting the deserved amount of playing time. I was really upset when he left because it …show more content…
Since I know a lot of people from Althoff, we got reconnected. I was able to go to mostly all of his basketball games and we were able to hangout more. In the past year, we have gotten extremely close. We talk from good morning to goodnight every day. He is the only person I for real talk to that much so if he is busy then I’m usually not texting anybody.
About four months ago I realized I was crazy about the kid. It took me about a month to actually get the nerve to tell him. I played out all these scenarios in my head of the good and the bad. When I told him how I felt, it wasn’t the reaction I wanted. He told me he had feelings for me too, but since I have dated one of his “boys”, he couldn't date me. I was heartbroken and scared that we weren’t going to be as close anymore.
Surprisingly, nothing changed and were still as close as we were before I told him. I’ve noticed him getting more jealous over guys trying to talk to me, but it confuses me because he won’t date me. Everybody already thinks we date, so we might as well. I’m excited to see what we are in the future because I’ve learned that anything can